Hello to all.
I am still dealing with some problems in all my life and even after I wrote that I will be unable to be on my computer for a few weeks I logged in today and found 314 (!!!) notes. I was a little bit shocked, but as I looked through them they were mostly like: "Why don't you answer me?" or "How is my request?" or "Go on to roleplay!!"
I am sorry, but I say it again.
I am NOT in the mood for writing right now, I am NOT forced to go on with roleplays over notes when I am feeling bad, I am UNABLE to write when I am not on my computer.
And I have one wish. Please don't start to ask: "Is it me?"
I tell the ones per notes who is meaned and so please don't feel guilty when you don't hear it from me directly.
I enjoy the time here and the many many arts that I love and especially my friends here. I try to be helpfull wherever I can and what is in my possibilities when someone comes to me with a problem. But this time I have a problem that I don't like to talk about and that needs some time that keeps me off thinking about something with my usual hobbies here like inflation or transformation.
I am sorry, but this will need time and I hope you all understand. I still try to answer, but it is really hard.
But if it goes on with some people who don't got it now I am afraid that I will deactivate my account. it might be my mood at the moment, but if that happens again I am gone
Sorry, but I had to get that off my heart.
Have a wonderfull time you all and a happy happy belated halloween